+¨^¨+ 对敌人仁慈就是对自己残忍 +¨^¨+

it's your choice...

2011-05-29T21:27:00.001+08:00

speechless...not because i do not know what to say...but...it's because i do not know where to start...

casted my votes

2011-05-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

oh well, casted my vote today in the early noon. Weather was damn hot...till i was melting like mad. Currently waiting for result. I HOPE AND I PRAY.

GOOD FRIDAY 2011

2011-04-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

had a great GOOD FRIDAY. Went to HOGCto support Bryan and Irene. Sermon and testimonials were really great...felt so touched. after that went to Pasir Ris park to look for buds. haas, wind was quite strong. nice`! haas, after ping had enuff fun of his PROFESSIONAL kite, and while Rup had already given up on our snake, lol. we went to pick Isabelle and went for dinner at our usual place. Simpang

i still do miss u...

2011-04-21T00:47:00.001+08:00

if only...

2011-04-17T15:35:00.002+08:00

Silence is a girl's loudest cry. You can always tell she's really hurt when she starts ignoring you. The reason why she don't speak to you anymore is because she keep telling herself that if you want to talk to her, you would.

learning

2011-04-17T04:37:00.002+08:00

wakakas. been learning how to fly kite recently`! super excited de cans`!!! woo`!!

i become so numb

2011-04-12T04:59:00.002+08:00

i remember

2011-04-10T14:54:00.002+08:00

i remember everything you said...

wanna go party`!!

2011-04-07T02:21:00.000+08:00

i miss ladies night with my party animals`!!! i miss K sessions too`!!! so long never sing...i kinda forgot how to sing liaos...=(

lost.

2011-04-03T19:04:00.003+08:00

helpless...dunnoe what to do anymore...nuttins seems right...i am only human`!!!SOMEONE`! ANYONE`!SAVE ME PLEASE`!!!

current location:Malaysia, Port Dickson

2011-01-13T23:26:00.002+08:00

finally i'm on a get away trip`!though it is only at Malaysia...but well, it is good enough for me as i really haven't been overseas for quite some time.Didn't sleep at all last night,darn tired throughout the whole journey.Took a plan from SG to KL.Then change from bus to train to SerembanAnd then finally from Seremban, took a bus to Port Dickson and then cab to our hotel.journey was kinda

GOODBYE 2010 and HELLO 2011

2010-12-31T01:36:00.003+08:00

I bid 2010 goodbye...i'm putting you all behind.i welcome 2011 with a great big hug cos i'm gonna make it GREAT`!

before you start pointing fingers make sure your hands are clean.

2010-12-19T00:32:00.003+08:00

some things are better left unknown and/or unsaid because some people simply just do not worth it...so why bother`?i don't need your thank you.

human being are really weird creature

2010-12-17T08:27:00.003+08:00

when i'm taking bus...i'm so glad there are bus lanes...When i'm taking cab...i'm glad the uncle speed up for me esp when i'm rushing for time...When i'm a pedestrain...i'm so glad there are traffic junctions...When i'm a driver...i curse and swear at all of them. lol!!!

好想好想

2010-12-02T01:43:00.002+08:00

好想你！

some people just don't worth it.

2010-11-29T23:20:00.003+08:00

*back to clear cob web.*sometimes, i seriously hope that i can totally ignore and not be bothered about the things around me...only then...maybe i won't feel so much of hurt...If that one person is so much more impt than us 3 person...then i'm fine with it already...i give up...by all means...we're just nobody to you after all...useless and therefore felt helpless too...If you do not wish to go

bcos mami says we should all work until we die

2010-09-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

2012 - I'm gonna DIE`!!!

2010-07-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

I think if the weather carry on this way. we'll all die in 2012. i finally believe the movie serves as a warning to us. LOL.the weather is really crazy. for a moment you look up at the sky and say, wow, the sun is scorching bright`! and even before you know it, it starts raining alr...zzz...what's worst...once it starts raining, it can cause floods or trees to fall...so super duper scary cans...

such busy life...

2010-07-10T00:40:00.000+08:00

what more can i say...i love driving...i love movies...i love popcorns...i love my girls...i love you...love the way we are now...

love is...

2010-07-08T17:03:00.003+08:00

love is...when i'm with you...everything else doesn't seem to matter...

DRIVING. =D

2010-04-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

wooohooo`!!!01 Apr 10 (April fool)went in to JB with baobei and laoda. met up Michelle there. haas, so long nva see, her, still the same.Had a great day shopping`!! =D loves.When we go back to SG, hiak hiak hiak. i drove the car out. ALONE`!!! fetch baobei and then headed over to laoda's place. brought them for a short turn near laoda's place.Wanted to bring laoda back home, so, i did an illegal

my aim

2010-03-21T01:56:00.002+08:00

well...at last...g3rl's all set for...My aim this year...1st. Score well in the Os.2nd. less shopping3rd. learn that it's ok not having branded4th. everything yo go on budget5th. i can do w/o partying=D

so many things so lil time.

2010-03-14T15:27:00.002+08:00

well, as usual...the old saying, so many things, so lil time...hmm...i've decided to pang sai gor piak (fa fen tu qiang).went to sign up for the O level this year. gonna study study study...even if it means for me to be jobless, no shopping or entertainment. i believe i can do it... =DJIA YOU!

PASSED

2010-03-05T20:16:00.003+08:00

at last, i passed my Prac, 3times then only i passed. PHEW`!! so scary...didn't have enough practice for the last few months, only went for 3hrs lesson on Sat and Sun ech, and then another on Wed, total, only went into circuit for 5 times, knowing shit.then on Thur morn, i went for a bit of practice, for about 1 and a half hour, and then i head to the circuit, what shit`! early in the morning,

they made my day

2010-02-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

OMG-ness`!! Pri school friends caught me on FaceBook. added in MSN. chat like non-stop hits`!!Simi flower girl of the class`? still got ppl ask them to help them know me`? what crap`? since when there is this kinda thing`? after erm...10yrs and they still remember`? omg-ness`!!

i do not know

2010-01-22T17:46:00.002+08:00

well...in the past, i felt like i needed to stay away from home all day long...but as i grow older these days...i just wanna stay at home...sometimes, i think to myself, am i going too fast`? is this what i want`? or am i still searching for it`? come to think of it...i should start thinking back...think about what my dream was? or to just step into what ever i am into and then make something out

so darn tired.

2010-01-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

yippy, went to JB with Baobei's family today, hmm, though we didn't get to buy our Pted VCDs or gums. We still had a tired day. Went to baobei's house at 10:30am and then set off at about 11am. Reach JB at about 12+ liaos. Went to baobei's relative house as her relative was getting married. Had lunch for their wedding, and then went to do some shopping liaos...so tiring, bought quite a number of

to the cemetery

2009-12-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

so tired.the day before, went to work and had half day leave. went home at 1 to get prepared to go for boss's wedding. It's so nice, the ambience and all, THUMBS UP`!After that went home to get some rest and woke up at 2+ to get prepared to go to the cemetery to move the bones of grand-dad and uncle Poh Soon. So tired nohs. only slept for an hour plus. ANW, yaas, our first stop was to go to

sigh

2009-11-20T13:58:00.002+08:00

sigh...i'm feeling super depress now...i just failed my TP for the second time. =(Actually can pass de...sigh...but then being over-confident kills me. I stopped at the Zebra crossing, cause i thought that stupid car infront have already moved off`!!! and so i wanted to move in front...sigh...i don't know how to discribe how depress i am alr nohs...

My Sisters Keeper

2009-11-08T22:45:00.004+08:00

wOw, thumbs up to My Sisters Keeper, nice movie indeed. The tears almost rolled down. So touching...at first, i really thought it was the younger sis that does not want to donate anymore...but in the end, it was the elder sister that knew that it was her time to go...so so touching cans...OMG-ness nohs...

i think i think

2009-11-06T19:52:00.004+08:00

hmm...i got so many to say, and as usual. i come here not knowing what to type...in life, people come and go...they meet new ones and toss the old ones behind...like how the new ones will be replace after some time too. =) Well, i never say we had anything in common, never ever will i say that, i think that you are just some insecure bitch who does not like seeing what others have yet you do not

=(

2009-11-02T14:25:00.003+08:00

well, Jo's being hospitalised again. She vomited for 3days and was dehydrated. Brought her to the hospital on Sat morn to put her on drip. Doctor took a blood test for her and did a blood count for her, her white blood cells is more than red. Doc says that she must have got an infection in her bod...and suspect that it's her uterus and Jo was not sterilised, so it could be and probably is due to

so scary...

2009-10-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

well...i'm starting to get afraid again...very very afraid...i see 2 and i see 1...omg-ness`! can you believe it`? i'm turning 21 in like a day time`? goodness`!!! i'm getting old...i feel like i've lived for a decade(alright, i'm just exaggerating) but, well, i really feel like i've lived for a very long time and wasting my time doing nothing, because i am still nothing but a kid that's turning

heart ache

2009-10-12T23:21:00.002+08:00

sigh...my heart feel so hurt i needed to cry...why did she take the path that i walked?i regret`! and i seriously did`!i gave up thinking it will be the same...but it's not and it will never be...no matter where you go, who ever you go to. it will never be the same.i need you to remember that you will regret...once you have choosen you can never find another.remember the retribution you will be

in the midst of prep

2009-10-04T16:28:00.004+08:00

hmm...i got so many to say as usual, but just couldn't find the words...i've been very unlucky...really unlucky`!! How can someone lost so many mails in a year`? even when you have chopped the returned address the mail did not return...wtf`! someone, please kill me`!

frightened

2009-10-03T00:58:00.003+08:00

omg-ness...long time come and blog once and i'm blogging about this kinda thing...hmm...i've remained single for so long...and the other day i was just telling them i don't shit where i eat. and now you're telling...me that you want to be with me...super shock cans...need to be so direct mehs...i scare cans...you frightened me...if i gave wrong signal. i guess i will just have to apologize...but,

a good laugh at myself. =\

2009-09-21T20:30:00.003+08:00

lol. went out with DK yesterday to pass her her pressie, after so long. =\hmm, anyway, i guess it's time to start planning for all.I already starting, are you`?hmm...oh yaas, since i haven't blog for quite some time, i think i should share some crap.i think i'm getting that insecure feeling again. usually i can just sleep with just pillows on the top and at the end of the bed...but now...i must

=(

2009-09-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

okkaes, my eyes is freaking pain or itchy i do not know...all i know is that it is irritating me...i feel like gouging the whole eye ball out and then scratch on the inside of the eye lid`!ARGHS`!alrights. yesterday went to Butter Fact after work to get all buttery up.was not very nice, kinda bored though. The DJ is so out-dated i think the music in my HP is even more up-dated than they are. And

DEADandGONE

2009-09-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

sigh. i'm suffering from insomia again. damn it`!i feel like i'm losing my confidence...i do not know why...but, i think that there is something that i should do to gain that confidence back.concentrate on work...totally...i should not allow anything else to bother or distract me.

life's like this

2009-09-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

hmm, finally it's friday again. i use to like to stay out and never like to go home.but as i grow up, i find that life out there is so tiring and the best place to hide is nowhere but home.there are time when i don't even know what am i doing...i feel like it's so tiring trying to please everyone and atthe end of the day, you suffer the most(by trying to please someone else, WTF`?)i keep saying i

tired

2009-08-27T23:07:00.001+08:00

well...boss is giving me a lot of things to do. getting more and more, i have to keep up the pace. the workaholic g3rl is back.work work work, day and night`!hmm...i thnk i shld really consider being a financial adviser myself real soon...gonna go for further studies first...gonna go ahead with what i am now`? or u-turn back to what i use to also want`?

so sians...sigh.

2009-08-21T20:01:00.000+08:00

i'm so scared...everyone and everything is so scary...

FAILED

2009-08-20T20:09:00.002+08:00

oh well. i woke up super early today to go for my Practical Test...reached there at about 6:45-6:50...yawns`!!drove to the circuit and kept practising that stupid parellel parking (which i am super duper bad at)alrights, then i went to the waiting room to wait for my tester to come bring me.goodness, i was the last to go in, but 1st to get out, KNS de, that tester need to so on or not sia...zzz..

theINSANE

2009-08-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

alrights, i'm the one being over paranoid. I'm so scared i feel so insecure...failure is not an option...

so many problems cans...

2009-08-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

omg-ness...so many things has happened...and i'm so tired(okkaes, nothing happened to me! They happened to people around me.)...i still have got so many things to do, I do not know how long more can i take it for them...i feel like i can break down anytime too?i hope i can at least be strong for them and then breakdown later for my own matter. after all, everything's the same...omg-ness, i'm back

PARTYINGwithIWM and MYtheONEdayMALAYSIAtrip`!

2009-08-10T15:37:00.004+08:00

alrights, let start, went to party on Sat night with sister, JianYu, Eileen. Was kinda bored at Boilers room nahs. hmm, then 2 of JianY's client came to join us. We played 5,10. After that Boss, Eugene and Byan came to join us. OMG-ness, when Idalia came, she pull me to the dance floor, shuts`! boss's there, so shy, don't dare to let myself out. lol, in the end, both of JianYu's client and me

no more partying`!

2009-08-07T23:12:00.001+08:00

oh well...why does people think that i must club like every week, lol. though i am very cheapo, only go during ladies night, but then, i also not so greedy till every ladies night i must go mahs. >.< so hors, you call better stop asking where am i every weds or ask me what's my plan for this weekend hors. lol.alrights, now back to today. woke up early to go down to office to do submission. after

PARTYpartyPARTY

2009-08-02T18:51:00.003+08:00

YIPPY`! went to party again yest. There was an event at Social House. Got woke up in the morn by someone, wtf`! anw, after prac, i went home to get bathe and change for the event. When we reached there, there was already queue which is very very long, and so we got no choice but to join the queue, after a while, the door bitch came to tell us the girls in bikini have got privilege to go in from

CLUBclubCLUB`!!!

2009-07-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

hahas, went to club the other day with baobei, never had such fun for so long le...the other time we went to Butter fact also not so fun, cause the queues for the drinks is so long and cause got that stupid girl don't know from where kept bua-ing me...so irritating...anyway, at the end of the night, we were like so tired already nahs, then the stupid xiao mei mei, drunk and then was like making a

so weird

2009-07-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

lol. i find it so weird...i did so many callings to so many insurance company that their service operater all kinda know me already nahs...hahas, previously, TM Lok Seng was like, so like to talk to me till he wants to explain the client's form to me page by page and just wouldn't let m put down the phone, and today, Darryl from Income ended chit chatting with me and still say wanna ask me go

why is it that...

2009-07-07T18:11:00.003+08:00

why is it that when someone is in love, they can say things like, forever and ever, but in the end never do it.but when 1 hated someone, they can hate that one forever...i find that it is so tiring to hate someone. yet people can do it for years. i simply do not understand why hating someone you can hate for years but when it comes to love, you gave up so easily...because you kept giving till you

i'm just in a foul mood`!

2009-07-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

that's it, do not provoke me when i am in a foul mood`! damn it`! it just so isn't my day`! all the stupid odd numbers`! 030709`! arghs`!

at last

2009-06-30T23:50:00.002+08:00

well, i almost forgot that i have a blog. =\ hahas, i'm really too busy la. have been meeting client every now and then...hmm, each time i work, i seem to have dedicate my life to it...wonder how those people seperate their life from work? maybe i am those who must do it and make it a habit, make it part of my life, then only i will learn to enjoy it. hahasAnd yes, Mic Jackson has RIP`! sigh...

21...again...lol...

2009-06-15T19:54:00.002+08:00

hahas. alrights, that sound nasty. =\anyways, for the first time in history, g3rl became the joke of the day. Well, i'm not saying that i was never a joke, but, not such a big one that i myself also feel so stupid. lols. well, start of the day, i went out and waited for the lift, got 2person came down from upstairs. i went in the lift and pressed level 1 and then the close button. and guess what`

busy plus tired`!

2009-06-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

omg-ness. have been really really busy recently...or should i say i've became even busier...still trying to cope with more on-going and up-comming events. i've got so many things, i do not even know how to blog them down, don't know where to start...hmm...i guess i'd need a get away...even for a day also song arhs`!! arghs`!how about cable skiing at Batam again`? hehes...should start planning le.

SUCHaCREEP`!

2009-06-10T00:51:00.003+08:00

well, went down to mummy's shop yesterday. In the moring, we saw a cat chasing after a rat. and guess what`! OMFG nohs`! i was standing in front of mummy's cashier counter and i saw the fcuking rat walking/crawling or what ever-ing next to me`!! i jumped and screamed, what's even better is that, before i even know it, i am outside mummy's shop already. goodness, i do not even know how i do it,

CONGRATULATIONS`!

2009-06-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

Yippys`! Congrats to the newly weds`! YY and XPJ`!well, have been real busy these days till i do not even have time to like update blog frequently...so tired nohs...so many things are yet to be done. lol. met up with quite a few friends recently...it's been long since we last met. and still i did not manage to meet a lot of people as time's tight.Anw`! my card got confiscated`! i feel so insecure

hao lei wor...

2009-05-29T19:33:00.002+08:00

sigh...getting bored these days...hmm...1st is to go for driving lessons2nd is i must learn how to cook well3rd is to go study again =(wo men na me xin ku, dai di wei le shen me`?

what a blast`!

2009-05-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

yippys`!! back to blog`! =DThe party was quite a blast`! yeahs`! had fun`! though at night was kinda bore, cause only few of us were staying over, but well, we still manage to go to Escape to have fun in the following noon. yups`! well, lots to say, but then lazy to update nehs...lol...some people are just not good enough to handle things.girls just never learn to let go. they just keep holding

loss of appetite

2009-05-21T00:46:00.002+08:00

hmm, kinda had a loss of appetite recently. i do not know what is it due to. might be too stress...and the headache is killing me...soon, i'll be dead from banging my own head against the wall. =((ehh, oh yaas, went for Manicure today`! yippy`! did all those things that we should have already done long ago. hair nails. but because of the heels we were wearing, we cannot do pedicure as the paint

it's hurting me`!

2009-05-18T10:14:00.002+08:00

ouch`! was suppose to get ready to sleep early yesterday, but my back ache like hell`!!! i was lying on bed and crying =\. goodness, just as i thought it won't come back, it came`! so sickening`!sigh, just now morning woke up and kept thinking whether to come to work or not. and now, here i am sitting in the office which is now so hot. cause i'm in the room and this room here machiam got now

Yan can cook so can you`!

2009-05-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

lol...woke up by Aunt in the morn say that ahma told her i'll be at her place at 9am, but it's already 10:30am and i'm still asleep. lol. so in the end, bo bian, dragged myself up and went to ah mah house. brought Jo along with me, cause my ah jo very long never go out gai gai liaos...hands so tired. chop the ingredients for ah mah, cause she got no strength...wrap the ngoh hiang. i think mine

sleepy`!

2009-05-17T03:46:00.004+08:00

woahs, was late for prac again today. damn it, early in the morn clinic called me with regards to my client's med appointment...wtf nohs, the stupid nurse machiam first time do those kinda things like that, call so many times. Arghs`! aku still having beauty sleep cans`!Anyway, after prac, i went to City Plaza, woahs, went for a Thai massage. now my back so pain. i think gonna have blue black le.

hao wu liao wors`!!

2009-05-14T20:33:00.003+08:00

hmm, now at mummy shop to dusturb ppl...damn stupid mobile broadband, no signal...bo bian must change sim card for the time being.ANW, today again on the way home, i almost alight at the wrong stop...goodness, my old habit come back liaos...like last time, i can alight at the wrong stop don't know how many times a day...goodness`!! god`! save me`!!sigh...i don't feel good...hmm, what can i do

tired.

2009-05-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

hmm, today have gotnot much stuff to do...hahas, so i manage to only go to office for the morn. actually was suppose to go in the noon de...but then i changed the timing so i can get the noon off. went home at 1pm. do some callings at home till about 4. Got changed and then headed for shopping le...BTW, i did a very dumb thing this morning...that is, i stupid-ly alight at Little India Station, i

Mask`!

2009-05-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

hmm, lets see...was watching TV program just know...hahas, find it so funny...1 girl and 1 boy together it's alright...1 boy but with many girls...the boy seem so poor thing cause the girls will all shoot him...lol.planning to get my hair cut and dyed again`!foot massage? back massage`? hmmm...will i kick the masseur? =\hmm, only need to go back to office for half day tommorrow as Morn got

=(

2009-05-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

sigh...guess i will never get in time to pass by Aug. DEAD`! Manual is so difficult...legs so tired...ppl step clutch till left leg tired, but it seems like my right leg is even more tired than my left leg. The controlling of the accelerator is more tiring...at the rate i'm learning, i'm never gonna make it...

tired...

2009-05-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

sigh...Jo got skin problem=give me a lot of problem...zZz...Jo got lots to do, sigh, bo bian, tommorrow must bathe her again. have been applying the cream on her, hope it works...she's so difficult, yet i do not have enough time to give her...=((love her lots...nothing can happen to her...anyway, hmm, today met one client, omg-ness de...meet me at 9am, in the end 9:30 then come...kns de nohs...

myDIRTYdog`!

2009-05-03T17:11:00.003+08:00

lols...brought Jo to the vet today morn. damn. the vet at Aljunied don't know why cannot check for my Jo...=( her consultation fee is the cheapest leh. $15 only.so in the end, i went back to the hospital Jo was admitted the last time she got fits. as they also have got Jo's records there...but sad to say, they did not manage to retreive Jo record for what ever reason i do not know. so in the end,

DEAD`!

2009-05-02T19:27:00.002+08:00

OMG-ness...went for prac lesson again today...die le...test date is so near...today, the car went dead once on the main road at the traffic light, so xia suay cans...=((

phew`!

2009-04-30T23:53:00.003+08:00

woahs...after sssooo long, we went clubbing again...hahas, had fun. though never had much drink. don't dare to, cause i cannot be late for work the following day. hahas. then there was this chinese guy hanky pankying with a malay girl. OMG-ness nohs...touching her all around as though they weren't anyone there. like wtf cans...in my heart i was thinkin "ehh, don't touch liaos nahs...can go 81

I need to cry

2009-04-28T23:16:00.003+08:00

omfg`!Jo got infection. i suddenly feel so helpless...sigh...i just need to cry...have been so busy at work. gonna go club tomorrow le...yippy`!! so long never go have fun le...gonna relax...but, will be very tired...=(( cause after party tomorrow night, we'll have to tahan waking up early on Thurs morning for work. hope i can clear as much thing as possible tomorrow, so at least i won't has so

paiseh nehs...

2009-04-26T20:25:00.002+08:00

hehes...see how free i am today. can post blog again. hmm, now watching Star Award 2009 and planning my own 21st.this year's Star Awards a lot of stunts sia...so many pattern de...lol. i think i missed Star Awards for few years already lehs...kekes.Anyway, i've decided to celebrate 21st cause everyone seems to be celebrating it too, so i must join in to make mine...kekes. hope it'll turn out the

hmm

2009-04-26T14:50:00.002+08:00

so many things so lil time...so near yet so far...i seriously need to learn time management.i need to learn to have sense of urgency.oh yaas, at last today is the yearly star awards. keke, i specially stay home to watch, was suppose to go shop for working clothes.sigh...so lazy nahs...i don't really like wearing formal...nono, i don't even really like wearing semi-formal either...so sians de, do

pending.

2009-04-26T00:49:00.001+08:00

zZz...in the midst of editing my blogskin...sibeh sians...hao wu liao wo`!!

finally`!!

2009-04-25T18:02:00.002+08:00

woahs!! finally i got time to sit down and blog...hmm...saw someone i shouldn't see. sigh...well, lets not think about it.hmm, so busy at work...so many things going on...gotta start planning le...should i celebrate my 21st`? or should i not`? i'm so lazy...Aloha Loyang, Coasta Sands Pasir Ris or at home`?making it big or small`?all in one day or seperate day`?hmm...

erm...

2009-04-20T17:39:00.001+08:00

well...we kept saying that other people is childish...and like i always say, we always say people are all this and all that, but the fact is that we are everything they are...that's why we're saying them...lol

ring ring ring

2009-04-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

zZz...it's Sunday again...sigh...means i have to go to work tomorrow...=(( ice-cream man has been comming, omg-ness nohs. jo kept barking at the ringing of bell...sssooo noisy cans...anyway, today is F1 racing at Shanghai track....am watching it live on star sports...lol...who will win the Shanghai race`?

i need tons and tons of sleep

2009-04-19T01:45:00.003+08:00

well, this week is really very tired nohs...tues went out at 2am and then reach home at abt 5:30-6...left only a few hours to sleep...omg-ness...then Wed slept at 1am. omg-ness...i seriously need all my sleep back...am i the midst of editing my blog skin. lol, no more shinchan this time...anyway, that not important. i've been really busy, like you see now, i need to stop here cause i need to go

i just don't wanna end up quarreling

2009-04-15T23:00:00.005+08:00

i always believe that we human beings are fallen angels...god sent us down because we did something that hurt him...but god, if you sacrifice for our sins...then you should forgive our wrongs...the more wrongs i've done, makes your sacrifice even more worth it...god...if you love me, why make me go through this`?god...if you love me...why made me me`?so this is love to you`?i haven't seen anyone

monday blues

2009-04-13T23:16:00.005+08:00

well...today is not the usual mondayblues...it is the SUPER MONDAY BLUES`!i woke up late as i slept late last night...and of cause...took a cab down=((damn did i forgot my access pass to go into office..and because i took a cab, i was not late, in fact, i was still kinda early...then jiu suan le...really got no mood to do much things...called a few client and providers to check on the case status

happy burffdae ray`!

2009-04-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

wooties`!ray is 21 already`!omg-ness...it's like so fast...

what...A COMEDY`!

2009-04-10T02:52:00.002+08:00

woahs, at last i got time to slowly sit down here and update this god damn blog...for the past few days, i logged in here and then log out again. cause i do not have time to go and think through...anyway hors...i was suppose to watch movie yesterday. Stella book the tix online...and how great. after work, i went straight down to orchard...had a quickie fast food dinner *as everyone knows how slow

opps`!

2009-04-06T14:22:00.002+08:00

well, it's mon and i'm having my usuals mon blues...went down to Novena to meet client, let him have some documents singed...and then headed back to the office, went to pack my lunch and then now makaning. kns de, when we were comming back it started raining`!! VERY HEAVILY`! then came a thunder`! and...I SCREAMED`! =\ everyone was looking at me, so paiseh...then never mind, my colleague brought

change

2009-04-05T15:21:00.002+08:00

hmm...i think must change blog skin again le...so bored at home...was suppose to go out de...but then raining, so never go le...zZz...hao wu liao wors`!!!

E71`!!

2009-04-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

wakakas`!!! got woken up by Seok Hwee Jie Jie, yippy`! so happy`! sign student plan got additional $30 disscount on all phone`! and jie also requested for a $100 voucher`! wakakas`!! see, save $130 on this phone...luckily i never kan chiong buy too earlly...kekes...then after that went to watch LOVE...dots...simi stupid show mahs`! waste of my time...watch liaos jitao seh seh want to sleep...

back to emo.

2009-04-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

oh well...emo girl is back to emo...hmm...it's real busy at work...at work, i don't feel emo...but, i do not have the mood to do things either...brought stuff back home to do, but was like, want to do...but emo make me cannot do...=((...type till finger kinda cramp le...=(( machiam my finger is going to detach anytime...it's all F.A.K.E`!oh yaas, did went for a jog just now, and after bathing, i

How dumb can i be?

2009-03-30T23:21:00.004+08:00

well, had lunch wif boss talked a lot about my work...omg..i'm starting to feel even more stress on me..my responsibility seems too much for me to take...but...i know i have to learn to carry this on me, because, i am determine to do this good.g3rl never says die`! i won't give up on this, i won't quit`! i won't walk out just like that`!i just need to do it right`!after work went to douby ghaut

=((

2009-03-29T17:15:00.001+08:00

i wish...i wish...i wish i do not know anything...

there's a limit to my patience.

2009-03-28T22:30:00.004+08:00

stop pushing me cans...i really cannot take it anymore nohs...stop throwing everything at me...this is so irritating...i should have simply shut the fcuk up, no point talking to people who opinion i do not have respect for at all`!By all means, go ahead and be dumb`!Like i've said, everyone's the same... it's all fake`! thanks for acting like u care`! there i am, trying not to say nasty things,

silience is golden

2009-03-27T22:02:00.004+08:00

Stop telling me those things cans...i doesn't show me that you're happy at all...it simply shows me how lack of love and how insecure you're feeling...hehes, lets see, today...hmm...during lunch time, i saw one of my classmate from CE, she grab my hand, i was like, huh...simi huh`? *machiam AH GONG liddat sia...(-_-ll)* lols. then i kept staring at her...trying to recall who is this girl la...

dou shi pian ren de...

2009-03-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

everyone is the same...all bluff me de`!>.

is it you, me or we?

2009-03-24T16:28:00.003+08:00

should not have raised my voice...what was i thinking man...why did i even speak w/o using brains...suddenly i feel like *someone i know*...omg-ness, hw can i be like her...anyway, she's history...why did i lose myself`?what had happened to me`?i should have been more patience and explain...like i can ever find the words ehh...my same old theory...if someone trust you, they won't question you...

K Session`!!

2009-03-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

yippys`! had K Session today again`!! weee`!!!hahas, i just never seem to get enough`! lol.met Piku and Tehni, omg-ness`! it's been a long time since i last saw D.K, well, miss them lots...i'm so glad that things never change...cause this is the way i want things to be...even though it's been a long time since we last met, i need things to remain the same despite our busy schedule...hmm, gotta

=((

2009-03-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

hmm...so sians...did calling to clients just now...some clients are sssooo gggrrr...well...man u don't seem to be on form recently...lost in 2 games already...zZz...so bored...zZz...

i don't feel good...

2009-03-21T00:27:00.006+08:00

sigh...why is it like that`? why have things gone this way...i never meant to give the wrong signal...but, i guess obviously...people thought i think that way or have the same feelings...i choose to believe it's fake...i always thought that when we love someone, we will not demand for that someone to love us in return...i believe this is not the first time i'm blogging about this thing...but

wtf...

2009-03-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

well...i just realise that going home from work is also like a battle...WTF. I just do not understand why these people stand in front of the train door like tua pek gong nohs...there are so much space inside and they just choose to stand right infront of the door. Machiam scare later cannot get out of the train like that...of cause la...with people like them who don't want to move of cause cannot

some thing are just ment to be

2009-03-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

have been very busy with work...i still have got lots to learn.okkaes, there i go again...don't know where to find the words to blog liaos...i think these few days, everyone took the wrong medicine...everyone's so weird (-_-ll)ehh...can someone please tell me what's going on`?Bugs Bunny"ehh...wassup doc`?"

so near yet so far

2009-03-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

i still feel very confuse...can someone tell me what is it`? it's the feeling i have never had..or say i have never felt of for a very long time...seem to be losing it...

=S

2009-03-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

huh`?getting confuse...don't make me luan...i feel so scare...

+*¨^¨*+ 对敌人仁慈就是对自己残忍 +*¨^¨*+